i’m waking up
to ash and dust
I wipe my brow and I sweat my rust
im breathing in the chemicals
it’s been scientifically proven that people who experience more birthdays live longer
part of me wants to be seven and careless.
part of me wants to be back in your bed.
part of me wants to be forty and settled.
part of me wants to be dead.
I think I might be the saddest happy person and the meanest nice person to ever exist
- Frida Kahlo (via modernmethadone)